I guess Since House is my main train of thought...

I CANNOT SPELL TODAY DUE TO MY EXHAUSTION AND SEVERE LACK OF SANITY
so forgive me okay?
Anyway
This is a rant on current life
it doesn't really have a specific objective or whatever
so don't feel pressured to care

ANYWAY
I'm going to my therapist today
they want to give me pills
Pills are the devils daughter in law
I can't swallow them and they bother the jinx out of me
Why would i need medication to be normal?
Blah whatever
I am frozen solid right now
And i desire a blanket
that wont happen
Anyway
So i'm contemplating on whehter i should cut my hair shorter
well actually i decided im cutting my hair shorter
i just dont know what i want it to look like
GAWD I FREAKING LOVE HUGH LAURIE
he's such a babe
he's house in the show...house
but he was also the alien mad scientist guy in that one monsters vs aliens movie
AND he was the dad in stuart little
I love him so much
he's such a babe ><
i need some rape pictures with me and him
now that would be like automatic love ticket right there
LOL
I'm still on spring break and i totally miss my friends
OH YEAH I NEED TO DO A LITTLE RIP STUFF RIGHT NOW
so my ex boyfriend (jake) who i probably tore up pretty badly (whimpers) was hit by a car and killed in february
i barely found out last week
and the last thing i said to him was basically rubbing in the fact that i wasn't dating him anymore
Gah i feel like soot and poo
There's nothing i can do though v-v
...
I hate having insomnia
i haven't had a good night  sleep the last 4 days
it's totally going to be the death of me
speaking of sleeping
I heard kutner committed suicide in house
what a piss off he was my favorite
well my favorites go in this order
house&wilson (their like ultimate cuties)
kutner
cuddy
foreman
and that's it :]
so yeah
ew so i started reading twilight series because i did not wish to "knock it before i tried it"
and i'm totally NOT digging it
it is the most aggravating book ever
you just want to punch that bella girl in the face and rip her to pieces
she's an idiot